So this is Love?

I'm in love with my life (today). Head over heels in love with my children. Passionate enough to be just be sitting, watching them as I blog instead of clean. I have people coming over even. I don't care? Interesting.

I'd rather watch Jordyn toddle around with her crazy hair sticking up like 2 crazy horns, leftovers from her new adventure yesterday into the world of 2 tiny pigtails on top of her head for the first time. ( A Milestone in the world of a mother of only boys for 8 years. ) Only a mother could think that her daughters new habit of having her tongue constantly sticking out like a little pug dog is cute. Jackson sits next to me styling his nearly bald head with his brothers gel.

I must be intoxicated with pure joy after spending a couple of hours last night writing the primary sacrament meeting program. I was scared and overwhelmed to start. Then I began: Writing, reading, reminding, remembering that we are all children of God. Our children are of Royal Birth. The power they hold, the power of the priesthood that blesses our lives, and the privilege they have been born into. My kids have not yet had to experience pain of much consequence, or struggle through hardship , suffer silently through loneliness, or be forgotten. For this I am happy for them. Someday they will or should. And I think they should because I love them. But not yet. Today we'll just hang out, do our daily chores - or not, and read "Parts" or "Poor Puppy". Probably more than once
Hmm...I must be in love.